Running Into The Ground

After running the trails today and finishing with a slower time than I had hoped/expected I was pretty depressed. I was frustrated because I am down to a manageable weight and I should have been able to finish with a faster time. I felt like my pace was good and the conditions were excellent and I still could not achieve what I wanted so instead of moving forward, I stalled. Instead of working for the next day, I decided to have a piece of apple pie and some reeses candy. I continued with the smores bars and finished up with a bunch of pineapple strawberries (at least that part was healthy). This morning I woke up and again gulped down some apple pie and smores. I want to stop, but I just can't. Oh well, this is damn good apple and pie and smores. I will make up for it later. Enjoyed the moment and will not let the satisfaction be a setback.