Day 1...again

As I look back to my weight 365 days ago and the number is the same, I feel dejected, confused, and tired. So much time has gone by with the same goal not being met. Lose X number of pounds by X date. Sometimes the temporary goal is met, others it is not, but the end result is the same. I maintain a certain weight. The positive side of the situation is that my body composition has truely changed over the last year and I have gotten stronger. The negative is, I still put the same crappy food in my gullet and still have no self control.